You Say You Have Faith
By Janaia McQuaig c2008
You say you have faith, then why are you crying?
You say you have faith but inside you are dying
Let go of control, let it be where it stands
If you have faith, know it's out of your hands
No one would choose the path that I took
I pleaded and cried; read the good book
I tried so damn hard, why can't you see?
If you have faith, then just let it be
I'm trying to move on, where are you now?
It's not up to you to understand how
Life is not perfect, not all for the show
If you have faith, then just let it go
I've done what I had to just to get by
Survival is primal, can't keep living a lie
I won't keep pretending, not anymore
If you have faith, what is it for?
I lost myself, wanting it all
Held it together so that no one would fall
Then came the day I could stand no more
If you have faith, please open your door
Who are you really trying to impress?
The lies and secrets have created a mess
You say it's just me; you want me to feel
If you have faith then believe this is real
Generations have been destroyed one by one
The cycle stops here, the change has begun
I have been given the tools I need to get by
If you have faith, stop believing a lie
I am not you, you are not me
Becoming my own and need to be free
My shoes are not yours, try to understand
If you have faith, then reach out your hand
Only pride can keep us from living true
This is something that I need to do
I was not one to bare until it was almost too late
If you have faith you would know I can't wait
You say you have faith, then why are you crying
You say you have faith but inside you are dying
Hold your head high, you can't stop the rain,
If you have faith, give Jesus your pain
jj